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Nobody changes the world maintaining the

Nobody changes the world maintaining the status-quo. -Ed Kang

Black and White

I had a great wedding season this summer… find snippets on my facebook www.facebook.com/rayadesol! Here is one of my favourite black and whites! With the old homesteader original house on the land still, I thought nothing would be more appropriate than a good homesteader shot.  This one’s for the kids!

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For 48 Hours Only: Holy Ghost

I had to share this with you all!

Saturday night was beautiful! I love this guys vision and I creid when I watched it, the beautiful things God is doing all across the globe. He loves people! Movie starts after around 50 min, however if you want to see Brian ‘Head’ Welch from the band KORN on the stage helping to lead worship… watch the set =) #holyghostmovie

http://hgpremiere.bethel.tv/

 

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You are Stronger

My dear friend Kate Hurley wrote this: It was beautiful and so inspirational, I wanted to share it! … Also she has written a book… feel free to check her site!


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Yesterday,in Mexico where I am teaching at a YWAM base, I went to a home for labor trafficked girls from 6-8 years old and sex trafficked girls from about 10-20 years old for about 8 hours. My team and I were giving a well deserved break to the ladies that worked there.Putting these beautiful faces to an issue I have long cared about was both heartbreaking and hopeful, in that these girls still laugh and play and love despite the atrocities they have lived through.

After playing tag and cards and eating with them, they asked me if they could wash and cut my hair.

As I stuck my head under a sink with freezing cold water and had four little hands gently massaging my scalp and pouring shampoo over my head, I almost started weeping. One of these girls had burns on her arm where cigarette butts had been put out.

These hands had every right to bring violence to anyone they touched. It would be completely justified, as touch has been such a horrible part of their history.

And yet, here they were….Bringing healing with their touch. Touching each others hands as they sat and talked, their arms around each others’ shoulders. Touching my heart by welcoming me with such open arms. And then gently touching the head of a stranger as if I was their good friend.

The words from the prologue of my book came to me as I was with these girls, with new clarity:

You are stronger than you think you are. 

You, your hands dirtied with the soil where you till up the rocks of generations gone by. Your tears watering the ground, making the roots grow deep and wide while you are unaware. You labor, you dig, you claw this tiny piece of land where others buried their dreams and gave up trying. 

But not you. You keep going.You never give up. You see the tree in the seed, and you will fight until that tree is standing before you, it’s long willowing arms grasping your hope in its branches. 

You are stronger than you think you are. 

You, covered in all your scars. Where your face was grazed with false imaginings that you were not beautiful enough. Where your hands were caught in fields of cotton when you didn’t believe you were free. Where you were marked across your chest the day you thought that they left because you weren’t worth it. Look closely, love. Look closely because those scars are gilded with gold. Those scars have become your crown. 

You are stronger than you think you are. 

You, dancing there with your face against the wind. Not a pretty dance, but a wild dance. A hold on for dear life to the hope dance. An I will never stop believing in your goodness dance. A shake the sadness off your skin dance. You, with your feet pounding against the ground to the rhythm of your unsurrenduring spirit. With your knees soiled and bleeding from the prayers and the longings and the times you almost gave up. With your arms thrown up in surrender and beckoning and awe. “You are my love!” you yell, “And I will never stop believing!” There is burning against your back as you lift up your face, because your wings are returning, love. Your wings are returning.

Look at me and believe now. You are stronger than you think you are. Stronger than you think you are. 

As they washed my hair, these girls were draining the dirt off of my often apathetic heart. A heart that often only looks at pain when it is my own pain. That I often pay attention to only when it is my own small tragedy that I am praying about.

The hope of these girls, who still love those around them despite the incredible pain they have endured, is the fabric that heaven is made of. That hope softened my heart and helped me to see the power that God has to restore, to wash clean.

God soften my heart. Allow me to touch people in beautiful ways like this. Allow me to pray for pain even when it is not my own.

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(Yes she is both a writer and a musician)… buy her book/music and send her love and compliments!

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Backyard Ski

Backyard Ski

Blizzards are just recipies for fun! People all cooped up in a house.. something great is about to happen! … So we decided to strap on our skis and see how far down the river we could get. Something active, creative, and a bit adventurous.. made my heart feel full and warm! Not to mention getting a few night time photos!

We love bowness! … skating party soon!

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Karma for Bono

I had a visit to my chiropracter today..  I always feel so good after! As I walked in I apoligized for being late (.. classic) and mentioned I was cooking soup for my grandma for dinner.   As I was on my way out the door the administrater mentioned she hoped her kids would do the same for her when she’s older.  I said raise them to be generous, give, and be compassionate and they will.  She mentioned she was a solid believer in karma… I had some thoughts on that but said nothing… In my mind I thought, yea I call it “sowing and reaping” … but I would say it’s a generally true concept…

Nonetheless, in an excerpt from Bono’s book, I thought Bono did a lovely summary of thoughts I wish I had had at the time:

“‘Bono: Yes, I think that’s normal. It’s a mind-blowing concept that the God who created the universe might be looking for company, a real relationship with people, but the thing that keeps me on my knees is the difference between Grace and Karma.

Michka: I haven’t heard you talk about that.

Bono: I really believe we’ve moved out of the realm of Karma into one of Grace.

Michka: Well, that doesn’t make it clearer for me.

Bono: You see, at the center of all religions is the idea of Karma. You know, what you put out comes back to you: an eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth, or in physics; in physical laws every action is met by an equal or an opposite one. It’s clear to me that Karma is at the very heart of the universe. I’m absolutely sure of it. And yet, along comes this idea called Grace to upend all that “as you reap, so you will sow” stuff. Grace defies reason and logic. Love interrupts, if you like, the consequences of your actions, which in my case is very good news indeed, because I’ve done a lot of stupid stuff.'”

Thoughts?

Find the full articel here:

http://www.patheos.com/blogs/frankviola/bono-on-jesus/

Irish musician Bono arrives at 10 Downin

 

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Hi-Ya Haiyan

I am in awe, absolutely in awe of my life.  My dreams becoming fulfilled in the least likeliest of places, that is #yyc… Calgary.  The place where dreams come true? who knew…

Growing, learning, breathing, loving, becoming bolder, stronger, wiser… older….

I’m working for Samaritan’s Purse… it is an absolute privledge to get to daily contribute to being a Good Samaritan.  Caring for those who are beaten up, bruised, left for dead… cross the road, cross the ocean… either way I feel alive… We are in the middle of a huge disaster… 10,000 dead, 9.5 million affected… this morning someone asked me if I was ok with all the added stress.. I responded, I feel alive, maybe I do better work under pressure, but I feel as if I was born for this.. hopefully this will be me over there soon.. filming/photographing/assessing… hands on/on the ground but for now I get to contribute administratively from here.. Thank you Jesus.. I know there is more to come… Would He keep directing me, guiding me, and making a way for the things He put in my heart and on my life.

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Calgary! How should we be managing our water?

I believe in being good stewards, good managers of what we have been given. From gardens, to permaculture, to conserving or reusing our water without harsh chemicals that have adverse health effects. Can we raise our voices to show concern and see change happen!

http://www.cbc.ca/player/News/Canada/Calgary/ID/2360502679/

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Dead Raiser

DEAD RAISER (Official Trailer) HD from Mountain Light Cinema on Vimeo.

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This one is going to be controversial but I just had to post it. I would rather hear about what is possible or happening than closed off. I always want to be open to new experiences/ways of thinking/exploring something I may not know about as opposed to afraid or reactionary.

“That they may have life, and life to the full.”

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Kids with Kompassion

As I do on this site… thought I would share something that inspired me today.

Wow… An incredible story of sacrifice and overwhelming love and commitment. Really the video says it all. Be inspired and have a tissue box near!

XO Jenny